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the world will never belong to you.
2006-06-05 | 12:25 a.m. today was a good day, i think. i feel asleep in jesse's arms last night & woke up the same way this morning/afternoon. i couldn't get back to sleep, so i hung out with mum & watched courttv ...until ... britany came by for a visit! we sat around & gossiped & she gave me presents for the baby, which i adore. a neon orange outfit with a headband that sas "pretty baby." a yellow outfit with a tiny froggie & duckie on it. & a teething ring. josh & dakota stopped by about two hours later & they left together for movies or something. it was nice seeing britt & having somebody to talk to. god, how nice it was. she mentioned something about homemade ice cream, which sent me into an "i want ice cream" frenzy, which lead us to going into town for ingredients for homemade ice cream. =) for some reason today, jesse's been testy. he says it's because he doesn't feel good, but i can't help but to imagine it's something i did. i surprised him friday when he came in from work with sexy lingerie. i probably looked incredibly stupid with my big belly poking out of a royal purple sexy thing, but he didn't seem to mind. i think he was more interested in the extra cleavage. haha. more boobs = the only good thing about pregnancy. nothing much else has been happening. i've been sitting around, eating, watching courttv, & showering more than usual due to the increasing summer heat. god, i hate summer. oh, & i bought a stroller ($7) & a baby tub ($2) from a friend of mum's. everything is in good condition & hardly ever been used. plus, we got a few cute clothes & toys. & jesse some pants & t-shirts. he's so sexy. i don't care what anybody says. & it makes me SO mad that i can't have his body. don't get me wrong, i love him madly ... his mind, his heart, his personality, but sometimes, you just really want/need a man to make you feel good, you know? it's only a matter of time, though. i hope ... i pray. & yes, so as not to keep you in suspense, i did get my homemade chocolate ice cream, which will probably be the ONLY thing i eat tomorrow.
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